Posted on November 3rd, 2007 at 0:09 by fr3@K
今年六七月寫的, 一直躺在草稿堆裡的心情紀錄.
坐在後面的 Polo , 三不五時的一句 “Ken, let’s go for a smoke”, 聽起來就跟十七八年前在 Relevant High 的走廊一般. 我還是同樣每個禮拜都跟 Michael and/or Polo 一起做些什麼. 上週末去打撞球 (for the record, Polo kicked our sorry asses), 上上週一起去游泳, 上上上週好像是去釣蝦吧. 除了要自己賺錢付帳單之外, 這些年比起學生時代的課後生活似乎沒什麼大變化, 還是不常意識到自己是個今年就要滿三十四歲的男人.
一向玩在工作裡的我突然在這幾個月驚覺 my job is not fun anymore! I am here because the company paid me to be here!
檢視自己的熱愛, 我有多久沒被驚世駭俗的技術折服了? 上一次為自己寫的絕妙好 code 拍手叫好是什麼時候? 我答不出來, 都不是最近了吧!? 一直陪著我的前進動能跑到那裡去了?
是該離開的時候了吧. 即便這群可愛的同事是這麼叫我不捨.1
- Yes, I love you guys. Mostly anyway.
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I’m now here in about the same mental condition. You the one who brought me into the world of computing; you the one who brought me into this company; but you’re gone while I’m still striving; to be honest, it’s pretty frustrated.
I’d still remembered that we were staying at Paul’s appartment writing that sorry little MS DOS program to hack in Relevant High’s Novell network (eventually stupid Doug indeed bought it), and for the time I realized that those days majorly decided the way of my life, it was some 17 years ago?
Anyway, couple weeks ago Michale and I went pooling, I seriously kicked his sorry ass. We really wished you were there playing with us, then perhaps Michale could play better. ^-^…
Comment by Polo — November 12, 2007 @ 17:09